I give my breakfast a brave look.
You know bread, I will be productive today,
you milk – don’t judge me I am trying my best!
It has been months since he left. I painted the walls green and blue, a horrible idea.
I bought new cushions for the sofa. They are fluffy and help when I need an emergency hug.
I miss his smell and his laziness. The way his eyes narrow when he smiles.
He is handsome and adorable somewhere else, where a girl compliments his beard in her head.
I don’t like the girl.
I bought a goldfish and placed it under the big cat sticker on the wall.
I am playing with irony, I have too much time to think.
I miss how he pokes me every morning to wake me up and then squeezes me until it becomes unbearable.
When he calls, comes to visit, I am a hero.
I don’t cry, I enjoy his visits and wave until I lose the bus out of sight.
He compliments my strength, I faintly understand what it means to be strong.
I hug a bear that smells like him.
But I don’t tell him these things at once and in detail.
When he asks me how I am, I tell him all this but comprised in the line – I miss you.
I hear him breathing to the phone, answering with I miss you too.
By the time he replies I have put my phone beside me and I weep.
I collect myself quickly and say: “Well, soon.”
“Soon.” – he replies.
Our song plays on the radio, as I watch the wind move the curtains.
I need new curtains and a new window.
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