I knew I felt something divine

I love you like the sky loves the sun.
What do I know about it?

Look at the sky when the sun sinks.
It lightens millions of stars with the brightest light to look for the Sun because the Sky sunk too much into misery to do it by itself. Desperate and in anguish it deprives us of its blue beauty because without sun it has no meaning.

I love you that much.

Comparison

A dragonfly’s ability to carry such a name is of resemblance
Not it to blame.

The wind whirls those insects
In a joyful trip
They hover over ground
Guessing will they dip?

The sun shades the trees
No dream remains dimmed
A cloud or few cover my bare leg’s
Surface.

No but yes it is some cold
But not to be worried
My soul is living
My heart is sadly buried.

Young and wild

I live my life, I barely live
In my hand a deadly weapon
A rope of straw
In the other a cloth of white cotton.

I sing a song then mute for long
Because my voice kills
When urge recurs
To joy myself
My lips are numb and idle

No shoes on feet
No gloves to warn of heat
No hat for rainy days

Days are numbered
Life is crumbled
All I wait for is the day.

Rage

Lost in the melody of a frightening sound

I leveled the swampy soil to a cemetery ground
Where crosses and grave stones are pillars to heaven

and every sin I commit as human will make the height of stone there even

I cry some tears more to shake the sea to ocean

if slowly I grasp some water

will serenity peace my motion?

Then heaven’s gates open a way of light to me I feel the warmth on my back
It pierces to the heart of mine I turn to shine the golden back

But as I turn

copper

it burns impaling trough my head
My heart nor me were blind
But it seem s like love and my Deity want to wreck my mind.

It’s painful dull and crazy
To love perish live in dying
When the sun you seek only beams
With unpredictable streams

I sin but only human I am
Or excuses I seek
To justify this restless soul
Which in attempts to blend in the madding crowd
Hides in shadows of self-built stones.

So I grab a bit of love and corner myself into the room of hope

Serenity oh you speck of divinity
How must I fast of your delight.

The spectrum of colors color the light
Losing all hope is to lose this adornment out of sight

Night and all it is
Is for a walking graveyard
The only bliss.

Woods

I want to be covered from head to toe

while laying on the cold forest soil

leaves around my freezing body

and be clad in cotton grey and muddy

 

I want to hear the wolfs howl

and the birds in morning breeze

after I slept on icy roots

of a dead trunk’s hovering shadow.

 

I want to marble as a figurine

concrete to overcome my heart

the vessels of blood

may lose their flow

to concrete quenching its dry love.

Desires

Don’t search for me nor dig to my soul

What you believe is reality is already gone

I am new fresh sober and relaxed

No trace of the person you just met

If you think my head is a mess

Just believe me is all I ask

Roses in serenity do grow

But beauty in love

is what I hope for.

 

 

Salute Love

For love is my desire at last

I seek the rosy of blossom

To brush over cheeks of mine

And elevate my bosom

For love to be a thing for me I pray to lovely God

But snow that melted of my hair

Spoiled my body with mud.

No.

You are not my honesty

I love you cause it fits me

I am scared you will be deceived

I am not sure what you receive.

You are a scary thing to love,

a strange thing to hope for.

Don’t come.

Don’t come.

Be what resembles love.

 

 

Future, No

I don’t know what the future holds

don’t tickle my tongue

if I knew I would run,

I would run now, over the swampy earth

with no rear mirror.

Don’t ask me what I am about to be

I don’t look I don’t search

I don’t see

I feel rain

rain is pouring over me.

I inhale, exhale, believe

and come back to be the original me.

Hope is not a remedy and once it gets me I will flee

for if I grasp the idea

that what I dream has a way to live

everything will

live, breathe, believe

but me.

If I give birth to hope, and start to see what is ahead of me

oh you who ask me this

I will disappear

and show you my soul and scars

I don’t miss.